tryin2findmyplace

Seriously post your URL here and I'll follow. I want more stuff on my dashboard..

Been going through a hard time. High school is a bitch, I hate it with all my heart.
I've barely drawn this year. I'm sorry.

I was working on a big project. Want to see it?

Also, who has a tumblr? I'll follow you.

As I got older, I never realized that people I care so much about would make me hate myself so much. It hurts to keep my feelings inside and hint at them instead of pouring them all out on people like I used to.

All I've wanted to do these last few weeks is cry.

     And just shrink into nothing.

I'm seventeen. I go to a private, Catholic, all girls school. I'm small, skinny, quiet, and I like to draw things to make me happy. I have dark hair and light brown eyes, and I'm exceptionally pale. I'm okay looking, and sometimes I think I'm pretty. I'm not very girly, I'm very self conscious, and I don't like it when people touch me or make comments on how I look. However, I secretly like hugs. I'm very bad at having relationships; I'm straight, but I've never had any kind of sex, had a legit boyfriend, or even kissed anyone. I don't smoke or drink. I'm very aggressive and very protective, and I'm the most loyal friend you'll ever have. I'd do anything to help my close friends. I like eating food. I like loud music, especially metal, rock, and screamo (but don't tell anybody that I like screaming, I like to pretend I don't). I've always liked cartoons and anime, and I want to work as an animator. I don't know how my family is going to afford college. I don't know where I'm going. I don't really like myself much.